I hate this. I hate everything. I am sitting here. crying. asssuming. not being answered. I did what was right. I did it all. i never show anyone this much of me. and explain so much. i never let anyone in. i let you in. and you fucking spit on me. fuck you right now. fuck you. fuck this. i hate cursing. but i dont care. i am so hurt. i can't even breathe/